Since May, I have been leading a double life.
Now, circumstances are provoking me to come out of the closet.
It is time for my secret to be revealed.
As with all revelations, there is a multifaceted story behind it. In the telling of this story, I bare heart and soul.
My friend Champaka, who together with his wife Ramya, guides the Sacred Japan Tour, has introduced me to two rare and unique enlightened beings, Kohrogi Sensei and Uezusan. I have studied with, hung out with, and adored Kohrogi Sensei for the past 16 years. And I met Uezusan 3 years ago on the first Sacred Japan Tour. Subsequently, I invited him to come and present his work for the first time in Europe. He came to Glastonbury in May 2009 where we did sacred sites touring and a meditation retreat. I love the direct simplicity of Uezusan’s approach, which centers on one method of meditation and one powerful message. His message is, “I am God. God is Love. You are God. Wake up to your true nature.” His method is called Dhamma Ball and is highly effective for opening the door to cosmic consciousness. I love to simply ‘be’ in his presence. He emits a perfume of transcendental wisdom, which is such a blessing to meditate with.
During his retreat in Glastonbury, he was moving around the room offering hands on healing to the roomful of people who were doing the Dhamma Ball Meditation. As he put his hands on my crown chakra, I disappeared as a self, moving through a portal into universal consciousness. Imagine the best orgasmic experience you have ever had, the greatest ecstasy, the most powerful love union. Now, magnify that about a thousand times through the whole body, with crown chakra dissolving into shooting stars, or the sun itself. All is light and love, pulsating ad infinitum. There is no time, no mind. Infinity is revealed as ever present. As this was happening, Uezusan announced loudly to the whole room, “God is now entering Sarita. She is one with universal consciousness.”

Uezusan and Sarita at Stonehenge
He then asked for the microphone to be placed in front of my mouth and requested me to speak. I felt like a virgin being asked to describe her first lovemaking experience as it was happening. It was beyond shocking to find my words echoing out into the crowded room. “All is light. Only Godliness is. Love is our very nature.”
After this, during questions and answers in the group, Uezusan was speaking about his enlightenment, and was careful to mention me in the same breath, as inhabiting the same space. When the group finished, my body went into chaos and became very sick with high fever. It took time to integrate the Glastonbury event. I was very busy with work, and was finally able to rest and recharge in the first two weeks of September. During this period I received an invitation to co-teach groups with Uezusan in 2010. I felt very honored to be invited to work alongside this great master and said “yes!” In my meditation I feel in deep psychic communion with him on an ongoing basis.

Uezusan
In early November, I went to France to take part in Uezusan’s Meditation Retreat. During this retreat, he went on showering me with his love and appreciation. He said, “I am Sarita and Sarita is me; we are one.” He gave a long talk on the benefits of our combined teaching presence, as it is an experiment, which is happening for the first time, two enlightened people teaching together, a man and a woman, joining east and west, yin and yang. Uezusan and I spoke at length, through Champaka as translator, and he let me know that he would like to teach with me on a regular basis. He said he knew the first time we met that this would happen, that it was only a matter of time. When I am with him, I melt into a devotional way of being, which feels so delicious. His yang element is very powerful, and this becomes the perfect balance for my divine feminine nature.
And so, I find my life spinning into metamorphosis. Uezusan and I come from different backgrounds, and like two musicians playing different instruments, our combined presence creates magical music. I believe Uezusan is extremely courageous to merge his work with a Tantra teacher. As we all know, there are a lot of misconceptions, which abound in the world, regarding the path of Tantra. He appears to care more for truth, and less about his reputation, as he throws himself into this wild river of bliss. And I, in an ecstasy of abandon, find myself living in a world of ever expanding light and love, savoring his divine presence.
As one body can only do so much in our world of time and space, it looks like I will be sharing more of my Tantra work with my ‘dream team’ of Tantra Teachers who have worked with me over the last few years. This will take a clearer form from 2011. As my work with Uezusan increases, my presence in Tantra groups will become more rare, and therefore, something to be treasured. I adore the Tantra work and wish to keep nurturing this exquisite flowering.
With Uezusan, my contribution will be to offer ways of experiencing meditation in everyday life. This means essentially, meditation as a tool to bring transformation to body, mind, emotions and senses. I believe we will be able to touch and transform many more people through our combined presence. It is in fact, nothing short of a miracle to work together like this. We are calling our work Aisho, which means, ‘radiant love.’ I imagine I will be seeing many friends I know, as well as many new friends at Aisho events. We can have a good laugh together, and enjoy mysterious Leela, the Divine Play.
In the last group with Uezusan, some people were feeling confused about whether they should hug me, or namaste me. I started laughing, seeing this dilemma. Just to set the record straight, I still love to hug! Not only that, I still love to tell jokes! And guess what? I still love to cook fabulous meals and to watch funny movies! In short, I enjoy ordinary and grounded enlightenment. If you see me floating up to heaven, please pull my feet to bring me back to earth. I am a lover of life. It is my sacrament to honor and worship this earth, this body, this moment.

Lotus from Okinawa
Uezusan and Sarita will be co-teaching together in 2010:
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Hi Sarita:
I read your Blog. That is beautiful. I am also interested in Dharma and my focus lately is Kashmir Shaivism.
The Siva Sutra Rendition by Swami Lakshman Joo is incredible.
I hold a Double Maste’s in Sanskrit. I am looking for Initiation and ofcourse a Circle of Contacts and Friends in Dharma/Tantra.
Will luv to hear more from you.
Regards,
Chetan
PS. I am currently in India. Would luv to hear more abt your upcoming retreaat in Mahabalipuram, costs and everything
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Thankyou so much for giving of yourself in my sanyas interview and ceremony yesterday, at last I am able to start living as my real self. I would like our connection to continue as much as needed,,
NAUGHTY LOVE JIVA
Hello Chetan,
Thank you for your comments on my blog post. The details about the event in Mahabaleshwar can be accessed via the ‘more info’ link we have just added. In addition to this, I believe you would benefit greatly from participating in the Tantra Meditation Retreat being held in Dharamsala in November, 2010. You can access the booking details about this through http://www.oshonisarga.com. In this retreat, we move into an experiential learning of the 112 Sutras of Shiva from the Vigyan Bhairav Tantra.
Please read up about this retreat on my site, or go to the site of Osho Nisarga where the retreat is being held. I look forward to meeting you in one or both of these retreats.
Love,
Sarita
Beloved Sarita,
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I enjoyed a lot reading your blog and what you say about such a great experience in your life !
I hope sometimes, somewhere, I’ll be able to join one of the Aisho events that you are starting to organize.
At present, I have come back to Italy and started again with my ordinary life.
Love and Light,
Mouka
You were enlightened a long time ago, only now you were ready to share it. you waited until you dissolved into the 6-th body, the cosmic.
and the opportunity to share came in the form of uezusan
It is a joy to read your blog and meditate with your photo.
I would like to participate at one of the retreats, I always seem to have no money.
meanwhile please add me to the mailing list and to your friends list
lots of love
Daan
Hello Sarita,
We have been working together in Poona in Mirdad. Now I read your amazing orgasmic experience you had – and I felt like, wow, is this possible, to have something apparently better then we used to have with and around Osho….for example during energy darshan with Him or in buddha hall meditations. I am sure you must have experienced similar or the same. What is the difference of experience you had that you describe above to the one you had with Osho and His amazing energy transmissions, if there is a difference. For me the most amazing orgasmic experience could not be multiplied, as it was so amazing already. Love Ruchi
Hi Jiva
Love and blessings,
Sarita
Hi Mouka,
It is nice to hear from you. Enjoy Italy! Right now I am in rainy San Francisco. I am sure Italy must be much warmer.
Love and Blessings,
Sarita
Dear Daan,
Thank you for your comments.
About money, it is good to remember it is pure energy. Try a little awareness device. Instead of saying, I have no money, try saying, I have no energy. This may feel very annoying, but will soon give the impulse to move the energy, and consequently money will come….
Ah, the Leela of Life!
Love,
Sarita
Hi Ruchi,
It is great to hear from you. About the experience, yes, it is very similar to Energy Darshan. The thing is, now I was ripe to receive. It is not about the master, it is about the readiness of the person receiving which makes the click. Osho and life has prepared me to be 100% receptive to Uezusan’s transmission.
Lots of Love,
Sarita
Beloved Sarita,
Fortunately I don’t have to travel to the ends of the earth to hang out with you. I feel very lucky to have you down the road to share laughter over comedy movies, indulge in outrageous desserts, go ‘ooh…ahh’ at our new Ghost clothes and gossip and giggle to our hearts’ content. I shall make the most of it! Feeling so blessed that you’re my friend…
Hi Kavida
Right on Sister!
Love,
Sarita
Hi Sarita
I currently travel from Birmingham to Glastonbury to be with my spiritual teacher. I used to be with the Tantric teacher Barry Long for a few years before that. I’m looking at developing the healing aspect of my side and learning it from two enlightened teachers would be a great privelage. Is the England retreat held at Glastonbury?
thanks sarita, great advice – it works. lots of love Daan
beloved sarita,
shivananda just told me about what happened to you and that he will meet you soon in mahabaleshwar.
i red your blog and it all sounds wonderfull and touchy. i am so happy for you.
i remember our pastlife-sessions in good old poona.
much love+joy
ateet
Dear Sarita
I was pleased to read your confession. Last year I have been working overseas so i was unable to go to Glastonbury. but i knew something extraordinary would happen to you from Uezusan!
My confession is that i have seen him some years ago (before you) in a plane and he sat in the next row to me. I immeadiately recognised his omnipresence ( no halo )
After my experience and witnessing at your meditation retreat in 2006 and subsequent affirmation i look forward to continuing my journey. I have learned the journey sometimes moves forward when the time is right! Namaste I am ( Ian )
Hello Ian,
Thank you so much for your interesting story about meeting Uezusan previously. I just got back from India where he and I taught our first Aisho retreat together, in Mahabaleshwar. Niten is writing a blog about this event which will be posted shortly. It was simply exquisite
in all dimensions! I love working with him. And it looked like everyone there also loved it. We had 60 people from 11 different countries. I sense this radiant love is all set to pop the world into a new dawn of enlightenment….
Love,
Sarita
Hello Ateet,
It is so lovely to hear from you after a long time. The event in Mahabaleshwar was fantastic. Shivananda was there and he played such wonderful music. We did satsang and also singing celebrations with him playing the music. What a wonderful Aisho retreat we had. The combination of me and Uezusan is very powerful and is truly, radiant
love in action. Maybe we will see you there sometime!
Lots of Love,
Sarita
dear Sarita
thank you very much for sharing this … i participated in Aisho retreat in Mahabaleshwar…. and something really happened with me there …. it was really beautiful.. i was shy, or lazy, or may be not believing and honoring my experience … to share this in the retreat and to ask a question…somehow this your article is at the same time for me the answer, and inspiration…. and it is bringing peace for me.. thank you and Uezusan…
much love to you
… and i hope to meet you soon,
shobha
Hello Shobha,
Thank you very much for your comments. Uezusan and I are functioning as mirrors, helping people to become aware of their deepest truth. This mirroring supports the process of peeling away layers of whatever is preventing the radiant truth from being lived fully and deeply. I am so happy you found inspiration and a mirroring of your beauty, in the Mahabaleshwar retreat.
Love and Blessings,
Sarita